I'm one of those persons who never sees what I have right in front of my eyes, I'm always searching for something I can't find. But when I stop for a moment, and look around I never realize how I could missed such a beauty. I never know what I want until I lost all my chanses of getting it. I never know what I need until needing has become emptiness, and my emptiness my needs cannot fill. I never knew happiness until I met you, but I didn't know I was happy until you were gone. Today i'm sitting and thinking on all the things i'm missing, all the things I have but do not know. I know it will show a day when all is lost, and I'm miserable and all alone.